"New Awakenings" The Players: Jessalyn Valios, Paul Nighman Introduction Having come to Yavin to keep a promise, Paul has discovered far more than he had expected. The curious chemistry that has always seemed to be a part of their relationship hasn't diminished with the passage of time. Paul and Jessalyn have a candlelit dinner together, the meal cooked by Paul, and get reacquainted with one another. However, the more they talk, the more it becomes apparent that they are talking around what they are feeling. It is decided that there is still attraction there, but that they should wait. For about ten minutes. After a night of passionate reunion, Paul awakes to find himself in Jessalyn's quarters, disoriented, but by no means displeased. ************************************************************************ Being along the eastern wall of the ziggurat, the small room which Jessalyn calls home here on Yavin is bathed in morning sunlight that wafts through the window cut into the thick stone walls. She wakes early, habitually, just before the sun rises, and she sits at the small bedside table, wrapped in a light, comfortable robe, dispensing orders over her datapad. One of those orders includes a delivery made just a few minutes later: one of the kitchen assistants brings a breakfast tray quietly to her quarters. She thanks him, especially pleased that he remembered the vase of fresh roses, and places them beside the bed, sitting herself quietly on the bed next to Paul's sleeping form. Sleeping quietly, Paul has rolled over to gather Jessalyn's abandoned pillow against him. His side rises and falls slowly, the shifted sheets and blankets exposing his tanned torso, ribs and muscles outlined slightly. Those new lines of strain and worry about his eyes and brow seem eased now .... perhaps simply due to the fact that he is asleep. Perhaps because of where he is. Perhaps both. His golden hair, now free of it's clasp, lays across the pillows in rumpled disarray, one swath curling over his cheek. She cannot help but be moved by the sight of him, and she takes a moment to let her eyes trace the strong, muscular line of his torso and the golden brown hair tossed over the pillow. She reaches gently to brush that unruly curl from his cheek and chuckles to herself. "Paul...?" At first there is no response. Then his features squinch up slightly, and wrapping his arm more securely about the pillow, he pulls it close to him, burying his face against it. "Hrrrrmmmm?" he rumbles inarticulately. Her fingers tuck the unruly strand behind his ear, and then moves over his cheek caressingly, trying to coax him awake. "Hrmmm, indeed. Wake up, or I'll eat all the breakfast," she murmurs, bending down and kissing his forehead tenderly. Rolling over onto his back, Paul smiles dreamily, his eyes flickering open slowly. At first he looks happy, hazel eyes warm and loving ... then suddenly he looks confused and disoriented, hazel eyes narrowing slightly as he focuses on Jessalyn's features before him. It takes a few seconds before comprehension dawns and blossoms, the smile curling his lips again even if it doesn't quite reach his eyes. "What?" he murmurs in rough husky tones, knowing somewhere in the back of his mind that words were spoken, but nothing more. She senses something wrong about his mood, and her heart sinks quickly into the pit of her stomach. But she keeps her smile on her face, her fingers drifting up to his forehead as she clears her throat. "Hungry?" Golden-green eyes narrow, but this time in humor. Reaching up with one hand, he takes hold of the fingers at his brow, pulling them to his mouth to bite lightly. "What a question to ask a man first thing in the morning," he growls playfully. "Of -course- I'm hungry." A devilish gleam suggests that he isn't thinking about food. His eyes drift from her eyes to admire her robed figure, before raising languorously back up to her face. One brow raises, possibly in invitation or challenge. Jessalyn still isn't positive what to make of that first reaction he had when he looked at her upon waking, but his actions put her somewhat at ease and she smiles gently down at him, watching his lips nipping at her fingers and bending slightly over him so that her unclasped hair falls around her shoulders. "I know, silly question," she whispers. Raising himself up on one elbow, Paul catches that hair, twisting it in the light appreciatively, wrapping a strand about his finger. Raising up a little more, he drops an affectionate kiss on Jessalyn's mouth ... not one to incite, but one to greet. "Morning," he purrs against her mouth before drawing back slightly. "What are you doing up already?" he murmurs softly, those eyes warming with attraction and affection. Breathing a soft, relieved sigh as her eyes catch his, Jessalyn returns the light kiss, her lips also curving warmly into a smile. "I'm always up this early," she informs him teasingly. "Are you?" "Not if I can help it," he returns snidely, his eyes flickering back to the pillows beneath him as if seriously considering plopping back onto them. He resists. Sitting up instead, he settles his arms on his thighs, the sheets and blankets dropping to his waist. The sunlight glints off the gold highlights of his hair as he shoves back the swath that tends to cut over his features. "Were you kidding? Is there really breakfast?" he murmurs, little-boy-hopeful. The gentle smile turns into a smirk as she glances toward the tray on the table. With a light gesture of her hand, it hovers toward them and she grasps it on either side. "Of course, silly. Would I just taunt you?" she chuckles, setting it across his lap and picking up a glass of juice off of it. The tray is laden with a variety of fruits, cooked grains, and apple bread, as well as a pitcher and two glasses of juice. Smirking at her little stunt, Paul retorts lightly, "Well, it wouldn't be the first time ..." His eyes peruse the offerings before choosing a thick skinned fruit and a slice of the bread. He takes a bite of the bread, settling it down and chewing while he works on peeling the green coated fruit. As the skin comes off in pieces, a juicy orange heart is exposed, conveniently in wedged sections. Jessalyn smiles hesitantly at him and settles back onto the pillows, plucking off a bowl of the sweetened, cooked grains and dipping a spoon into it, her eyes fixed upon its contents, rather studiously ignoring him so close to her for now. Frowning ever so slightly, Paul continues to peel his fruit, gazing at the unappetizing bowl in Jessalyn's hands with a disparaging look. Breaking free a slice, Paul leans close, pressing himself against Jessa's side as he offers her a tempting slice of his fruit. Her eyes light up softly in surprise, and she lifts her hand to cradle his, taking the slice of fruit into her mouth and chewing it even as she smiles and turns her head to look at him, stifling a chuckle. "Why thank you," she says around the mouthful, swallowing it after a moment. "You're very tasty this morning." Paul brushes his thumb against the corner of her mouth, catching a small line of juice that manages to escape. A brow raises at -that- commentary, and dipping his head to bite her earlobe gently, he murmurs, "Really? I was about to say the same thing about you ... how about you and I get a jar of chocolate sauce, skip breakfast, and jump straight to dessert?" Her lashes blink slowly, and Jessalyn lets her tongue play against his thumb as it draws over lips. "Mmm... you're rather insatiable, aren't you?" she chuckles approvingly. Feeling his mouth nip at her earlobe, she gasps as a shudder runs down her spine. "But I can't argue with the idea, not at all." He should probably press ... ask her what was wrong ... what she was thinking about. But part of him argues, _What difference does that make now ... she's not upset -now-_ It isn't really the point, but it certainly makes it's point. "You started it," he defends, his lips brushing hers teasingly, refusing to give her the satisfaction of pressing further. "So ... where's the sauce?" The young red-haired woman cannot keep from grinning appreciatively at all the lovely, evocative innuendoes going on this morning, and she decides to give back as good as he's giving. She slides her hand to the back of his head, curling there in his tangled hair before she bends down and captures his lips possessively, temptingly, a moan of longing coming from deep in her throat. Finally breaking the kiss, she smiles into his hazel eyes teasingly. "Well... I'm afraid chocolate sauce wasn't on the menu. But I am." Hazel eyes darken in appreciation, and feasting on her lips, Paul savors the tangy flavor of fruit still on her lips and tongue. Pushing the tray aside, Paul drags Jessalyn backward and across his torso, his mouth releasing hers to compliment, "Sweet ..." He shifts his attentions to the pulse at her throat, testing it's pace with his tongue. "Spicy ...." Parting the front of her robe, Paul's mouth shifts to capture one breast. "Delicious ..." She hadn't exactly expected this reaction, even though she was teasing, but Jessalyn's heart begins pounding wildly as his lips travel along her body and to her breast. "Well... it's not chocolate, but...." she whimpers, letting the robe slide off her shoulders as she rests her cheek against his hair, her whole body tingling from the pleasure of his mouth against her sensitive breast. Shifting his attention to her other breast, Paul's hands range up to her arms, as if to pull the robe from her. However, as he discovers the texture of silk against his fingertips, he thinks better of the idea, using the slick fabric as another form of arousal, sliding it against the skin of her side, up along her rib cage, down over her belly, and back up to cover her abandoned breast, stroking her through the fabric, his palm rubbing circles over the already tenderized flesh. Drawing her lower lip between her teeth, Jessalyn moans low in her throat, shifting above him so that he has easier access to her flesh, his caresses through the silky material arousing her more and more, especially when coupled with the tender attention of his mouth on her breast. Feeling the familiar heat rising up into her cheeks, she simply clings to his shoulders helplessly. "Oh... my...." she breathes inadequately. There is a dark rumble of approval that emits from the base of Paul's throat, and seeing how she clearly likes his attentions so far, he continues them, swapping hand and mouth yet again, the silk torture applied to the opposite breast. That still leaves one hand free though, which trails down the smooth flesh of her stomach, slipping between her legs and stroking upward, testing the depth of her desire. Her lashes tremble over her eyes, and Jessalyn barely manages to keep control of her senses, let alone her breathing, as his hands ravish her. Her thighs automatically open up as he slips his hand between them, and both of her hands bury in his hair, drawing his head toward her as his mouth plays over breasts, her chest heaving as she breathes more raggedly. Delirious and drunk on her sheer helplessness, Paul continues to have his way with Jessalyn's responsive flesh. Lips kiss, teeth bite, and tongue laves as the silk falls about her heated skin like a cooling waterfall. The hand toying at her thighs reaches to part the tender folds, stroking up against her center of pleasure with questing fingers that stroke and tease. Even as her muscles slowly tense with the heightening pleasure, she wilts against his form, her hands grasping his shoulders as she rubs her cheek against his hair. "Okay," she murmurs at length, her voice catching in her throat. "I think... you're definitely skipping to dessert...." Her body moves instinctively as his hand strokes against her intimately to find the heat of her arousal. "Took you this long to figure that out?" he growls playful against her breast. There is a rough chuckle, dark with need and arousal. Stroking her core, Paul breaks away from her breast long enough to capture her mouth, his tongue stroking inside as his fingers do below. "Think I found the sauce ..." he teases mercilessly, his mouth latching onto her's again as his own passions and needs bubble up to the surface, his hands and mouth possessing her roughly now, a strangled sound of frustration slipping from his throat. Her body throbs madly as she's possessed more wildly than she's ever been, and her hands roam over his chest feverishly, drawing his body closer to hers as her lips and tongue return the rough kisses. Hearing her heart pounding in her ears, she moans again, his fingers between her legs sending shivers of pleasure up her spine. "I think you did, too," she moans into his mouth. Paul's need presses against Jessalyn's thigh, hard and throbbing, as he arches against her unconsciously. Her skin is beginning to feel like fire against his own, the silken robe like ice. His fingers begin to rub her center of pleasure, determined and driven. His other hand desperately grasps the hair at the nape of her neck, crushing her mouth down to his as he once again bucks against her. Feeling her body pulled down toward him, Jessalyn's lips part against his, and her mouth responds to the plundering her heart pounding as she shifts against him, feeling his need and allowing her thighs to straddle his waist. "Paul," she moans against his lips. As she shifts to settle herself above his more than ready flesh, Paul growls, reaching a point where instinct and primitive urges overcome the veneer of that man has placed over his baser nature. Shifting his hands to her hips, Paul brings her flush against himself, pinioning her as he arches up with a cry muffled against her mouth. His body trembles as he devours her mouth, whimpering hoarsely, "Jess-a ..." She doesn't quite feel in control of her body, but not entirely because Paul's hands are pulling her against him so that she rides him faster and faster, but because a strange tingle has descended into her muscles, something other than herself yet part of her at the same time that gives her precise, easy, and graceful control of her movements. She's only vaguely aware of it, and the pleasure of their joining never stops swirling through her mind, but when he reaches his climax she's aware of it on more than one level; she feels his arousal, his hungry urge to fill her up, and the result makes her whole body shudder with ecstasy and she tilts back her head as the loud cry crawls unconsciously from her throat. Shuddering violently, unaware of Jessa's otherworldly experience, Paul slowly begins to return to his senses. His hands still cling to Jessa's hips, her robe draping over them both as they gasp for breath and sanity. His mind and thoughts are awhirl with the aftermath of their passion and a healthy degree of astonishment at the riot she is able to ignite within him so readily. Her fragrant red hair is even wilder around her face than usual, slickened across her flushed forehead, and her eyes are a matching set of incandescent, bright green emeralds as she finally lets her head tilt back to a somewhat normal position to look into his eyes. Her breasts still heave as she struggles to bring air into her lungs and her trembling hands rest upon his shoulders as she blinks very slowly, her body still hot and throbbing and surrounding him. Paul's eyes shut, his breath drawing in sharply at the sweet sensations sparkling through him. Those eyes open again slowly as his breathing eases once again. "This is too good," he murmurs with a touch of suspicion, his lips curling in a seductive smile. "You -feel- too good," he chides her, as if this were all her fault ... but not he minds, mind you. Jessalyn's hands rest on his tense abdomen, and she chuckles at him, the fingers sliding up very slowly to caress his ribs and his chest, having to bend slightly at the waist to do so but not even daring to move from her perch as he peers at her suspiciously. "Oh, dear," she murmurs as her face draws nearer to his. "Hmm... is there anything I can do about that?" "Don't stop ..." he rumbles darkly, the muscles beneath her hands rippling in response as her fingers trail along their length. Paul sighs, shifting restlessly beneath her as her touch ignites already tender nerve endings. He isn't even sure if he was answering her question, or offering up a plea. She swallows hard, coming closer to his lips and letting her own just barely graze them as her fingers trace small, intricate circles over his chest, her legs slowly stretching out so that they tangle around his at the foot of the bed where the blankets have been bunched up. "I don't think I could if I wanted to," she whispers feelingly against his lips, her lashes lifting so that she can search his eyes. As she searches, she finds a deep and abiding affection in that gaze, a healthy level of desire, a trace of exhaustion, a hint of uncertainty, and endless depths of tenderness. With an easy hand, he cups the back of her head, bringing her lips to his in a slow and relaxed kiss ... not one to arouse, but one to soothe, pleasure, and thank. His other arm wraps about her waist, sliding up the length of her back to hold her softly to him. Muscles relaxing as he draws her body against him and his mouth brings a certain amount of solace and pleasure to hers, Jessalyn rests her weight gently upon him, her head tilting to increase the ease of the slow, sensual kiss, a soft, contented moan throbbing in her throat. Tracing idle patterns along her spine, Paul's mouth probes hers, patient and exploring, breaking only briefly now and again before delving back into her depths. The sun dances over their joined figures, the room glowing as if in reaction to their passions. Gazing up at her, Paul murmurs, "Do you have to go to work ... I mean, do they expect you?" Freeing one hand so that she can smooth back the fiery hair from her face, Jessalyn smiles playfully and shakes her head, now letting her fingers stroke his hair back from his forehead. "I already gave out today's orders," she replies quietly. "And told them I'm going to be occupied until I give further notice. Rank does have its rewards," she adds with a wink. "So efficient and full of yourself," he quips. "No wonder they gave you a promotion." Winking in return, Paul finds that his hands cannot stop playing with her hair, the silken tresses irresistible. "Well," he murmurs, "if you're planning to have your way with me all day, you'll need to let me rest a little .... we can sleep, and then I'll ravish you in the shower, and then we'll take a nap ... " Generously he adds, "You can plan the rest of the day." His eyes flicker up to her hair, and in a wondering voice he asks, "Where's your brush?" A delighted, soft chuckle leaves her lips as she listens to the plan, her eyes flickering slowly over his face to trace each of his features into her memory. Caught off guard by the question, she blinks, then smiles, reaching across him to the bedside table, opening a drawer, and pulling out a silver-handled hairbrush. "It's that bad, huh?" she murmurs, grinning at him. "No .... not at all," he murmurs, taking the brush from her grasp and rising up slightly before he realizes that he's trapped. "We need to sit up," he realizes ... "and you need to turn around." Jessalyn grins slowly, claiming one last kiss from his lips before she levers herself up and off of him, turning around on the bed so that her back is to him. She rolls her shoulders a couple of times and shakes her hair free, letting it flow just past her shoulderblades. Sitting up behind her, Paul slides his legs along side of her's, pulling her hair away from the nape of her neck to feather a kiss there. Then he reaches up with the brush and begins to run it through her hair. At first he is very gentle, finding snarls and then holding her hair in one hand while he works them out with the brush in his other. When that task is done, he continues to brush through Jessalyn's hair, each stroke slow and sensuous. He often allows the brush the trail down past her hair, the bristles scraping lightly over her shoulderblades, back, and spine. Sometimes he strokes down along the length of her arms, and then slowly trails back up along the inside flesh. Her body slowly relaxes as Paul strokes the brush through her hair, her head bending forward slightly as she closes her eyes, clasping her hands in her lap and simply savoring the feel of his fingers and the brush gliding through the smooth, dark red waves. "Mmmm... I feel so pampered," she chuckles softly, shivering as the bristles tease against her skin and unconsciously arching her back. "That's the idea," he whispers against her spine, stroking her with the brush and fingers, tracing drawings against the smooth line of her back. Unbeknownst to Jessa, Paul smiles as she arches, slipping the brush to her arms once again. This time, however, on the way back up, he takes an unexpected detour, brushing the soft bristles over one nipple while laving a kiss at the juncture of her neck and shoulder. Jessalyn's head follows the arch of her spine by tipping slowly backwards, her eyes still closed and a breathy sigh leaving her lips at the teasing caresses. Her body gives a small start when the brush touches her nipple, and she chuckles breathlessly. "Mmmm... Paul...." Chuckling warmly against her neck, Paul returns the brush to it's previously scheduled journey, purring with mirth, "You rang?" He returns to her red tresses, running his hands and the brush through it till is gleams in the sunlight and feels like silk in his palms. A long, soft sigh of contentment is the only reply Jessalyn makes, and she bends her head forward again, feeling the brush smooth out her hair which fans silkily over her slender, exposed back. Dropping one more kiss to her spine, Paul places the brush back on the bedside table. He draws back onto the bed, settling himself down on his side, one arm propping up his head so he can admire the sight before him. Turning slowly, Jessalyn raises her brows as she sees him looking her over, and she looks somewhat embarrassed for the first time. For a moment she isn't sure if she should move to disrupt his gaze, but then she smiles and turns onto her stomach, wrapping both arms around one of the pillows and turning her head upon it to look over at him. "That was very nice," she says lightly, giving a luxurious shake of her hair. "You're welcome," he replies, his lips curling in amusement at her moment of shyness. "You're very beautiful," he adds as his eyes trail over her reclined form. "I almost wish I was an artist ... then I'd draw you in the nude ..." Jessalyn's lips curve with humor as well, and her soft green eyes laugh at him as she reaches across the space between them to caress his bearded cheek. "Oh, dear. Couldn't you just draw me clothed?" she teases, nestling her head further down into the pillow. "I can't draw you at all," he assures her. "I don't have an artistic bone in my body. However, you are much more beautiful nude," he murmurs, his hand reaching out as well across the gap to trace the line of her shoulder to her back to her hip. "So long and sleek." The small amused smile continues to curve Jessalyn's lips, and she feels her cheeks heating up at the compliment. She shifts closer to him so that her arm can drape over his waist, and buries her face against his shoulder to try to hide her embarrassment. "Not exactly how I picture myself," she chuckles quietly. "How can someone so beautiful be so shy?" he marvels, oblivious to the fact that he suffers from the same affliction. Drawing her close once again, enfolding her in his arms and legs, Paul sighs, dropping his head to hers and pressing a kiss to the top of her auburn curls. "Remind me to hire an artist to prove my point." Jessalyn feels more relaxed and at ease than she has in months, and she hadn't even realized that she was in need of it until now. It's not that she hasn't felt the calming presence of the Force. Certainly that has changed both her temperament and outlook for the better... but not even that can compare to being held in a lover's arms, and for a moment she is practically stunned with the revelation. She'd been so fearful that this would no longer be accessible to her, that she wouldn't want it, wouldn't respond to it, or wouldn't, somehow, -need- it. These thoughts whirl in her mind as she keeps her body curled against him, desperately trying not to tremble or let him see the happy tears gathering in her eyes. "I'll remember," she answers him absently, having already forgotten what she was agreeing to. Ignorant of the personal revelations running through her thoughts, Paul merely responds to what he is offered, thinking that she is finally acquiescing to his judgment. He offers her a quick squeeze of approval, his eyes drifting shut with contentment. "I'm really glad I came," he murmurs sleepily against Jessalyn's hair. "You're just what I needed ...."